I need to calm down. Each task seems incredibly important today. I feel anxious about everything. Even standard tasks like deploying a new version of my software is making me feel sick. I cannot see a reason for this. It feels like I’ve forgotten something important or something really important is about to happen, but what? What’s really up? Calm down. Calm … calm …. what the …. have I forgotten? I am excited about nothing really but excited I am, my stomach has been fluttering for the last hour or so. Arghl. Stop it! Stop it NOW.